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c.liying, summer collection 2012 preview -

until then,
final law paper in two days.

i’ve got love handles but i cannot handle love

We’ll make a boat out of the ocean wood
Then we could float out into the water
I’ll drop a line down into the blue sea
You’ll close your eyes just like you always wanted

I’ll catch a fish bigger than you and me
Now I’m a fisherman just like I always wanted..

today is tuesday; email me on saturday

the secret of life is decisiveness
and to describe something
i see the distance and move immediately into it
now i am really alone
from here i know these things: that a hamster is a lonely fist
that my poems exist to dispel irrational angers, that i want to hold your face
with my face
like a hand
the secret of life is that i miss you, and this describes life
tonight my heart feels shiny and calm as a soft wet star
i describe it from a distance, then move quickly away

tao lin

(how much more poetry can i sink into before it is quiet again?)

pitter patter goes my heart

rainymood.com

because it is always raining inside my head

Henry Miller to Anais Nin on March 21, 1932 –

“Anais, I don’t know how to tell you what I feel. I live in perpetual expectancy. You come and the time slips away in a dream. It is only when you go that I realize completely your presence. And then it is too late. You numb me. [...] This is a little drunken, Anais. I am saying to myself “here is the first woman with whom I can be absolutely sincere.” I remember your saying -”you could fool me. I wouldn’t know it.” When I walk along the boulevards and think of that. I can’t fool you – and yet I would like to. I mean that I can never be absolutely loyal – it’s not in me. I love women, or life, too much – which it is, I don’t know. But laugh, Anais, I love to hear you laugh. You are the only woman who has a sense of gaiety, a wise tolerance – no more, you seem to urge me to betray you. I love you for that. [...] I don’t know what to expect of you, but it is something in the way of a miracle. I am going to demand everything of you – even the impossible, because you encourage it. You are really strong. I even like your deceit, your treachery. It seems aristocratic to me.”

divisible performance

i will master everything for contract law tonight
i will master everything for contract law tonight
i will master everything for contract law tonight

that is
if i am not too busy watching 2 broke girls/going to the kitchen/climbing out of my window to tap on maby’s…..

love, love, love.

Have I ever told you before
I think you’re beautiful when
you’re sleeping?
(I have faith you watch me in
my slumber, too.)